Current mood:

mellow

to go... or not to go... that seems to always be the question
every morning i wake up and ask myself... should i go to the gym?
and my usual answer is... 5 more minutes...
and of course, 5 more minutes ends up being an hour and a half and by then... its time to get up and get ready for work.

this week i was supposed to at least try to make it to the gym at least twice. its already what, WEDNESDAY, and how many times have i gone?? NONE, zero, zilch. HA! what a motivator this half marathon has turned out to be. i think it's mainly the fact that i know i can't die from it. with the triathalon i was terrified i'd drown from the swim so i made sure i went out and swam. but, like i said, i don't see how i could die from running. i mean, granted i could suffer from some strange, massive heart attack, or get stung by a bee, or get hit by a car, or SOMETHING but odds are... i'll live, especially since i'm not allergic to bees or so i think. hahahhaha i haven't sit still long enough for a bee to come close. well at least i've made up my mind to join the sfclub or whatever they're called every saturday morning at 8am for a run. last week, um... well... let's just say i showed up, but didn't run heeehee....

maybe i'll make it to the gym tonite... or maybe tomorrow morning...